Mama - The Perfect Fan

Hey, yeah I know the words I took from the title of quite old song of Backstreet Boys [one of my favorite boy bands ever, kekekekeke..]

Here is the lyrics that always represent a few from how many I feel about my family, especially my mama..

Hope you feel the same way.. :)

and oh, I didn't copy-paste it, I re-wrote it so that I could feel the real meaning of the lyrics :D

The Perfect Fan by Backstreet Boys

Millenium Album

It takes a lot to know what is love

It's not the big thing, but the little things that can mean enough

A lot prayers to get me through

And there is never a day that passes by I don't think of you

You were always there for me

Pushing me and guiding me always to succeed

You showed me

When I was young just how to grow

You showed me everything that I should know

You showed me just how to walk without your hands

'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

God has been so good

With blessing me with the family

Who did all they could

And I've had many years of Grace

And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face

I wanna thank you for what you've done

In hopes I can give back to you

And be the perfect son

You showed me

When I was young just how to grow

You showed me everything that I should know

You showed me just how to walk without your hands

'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

You showed me how to love

You showed me how to care

And showed me that you would always be there

I wanna thank you for the time

And I'm proud to say you're mine

You showed me

When I was young just how to grow

You showed me everything that I should know

You showed me just how to walk without your hands

'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

'Cause Mom you always were, Mom you always were

Mom you always were.... the perfect fan

I love you Mom

xoxo,

Backstreet Boys & Jessica

as mentioned in my tweet before I posted this, I actually said "picking a video to be attached in my next post, is making me in tears.. Brian really put his heart when he wrote this song..."

and I think, he wasn't putting his only heart, but every grateful kid's heart...

Worth The Wait, Son!!

Commit Suicide in Mall: Is it a trend?

Well, actually this is none of our business at all..

And I'm afraid this will break someones heart...when I say "someones" it could be meant the family and friends who left by the suicide-doers

And I call it "suicide-doers" instead of "suicide-victims" for a reason. Why?

Because people who suicide, did it by their own will. If I used the word "victim", it wouldn't be fair for them who dead accidentally.

Okay, done with the use of words.

And I am not going to discuss or judge why someones decide to commit suicide just because bad things, no, worst thing happened in their life. Because that is life.. the best and worst thing happen.

It is about how strong someone faces his/her life. Life is wicked and kind at the same time. That is why we have our own God to hold on..

Suicide action in public area such as the highest cliff or outside the building are "good" choices, because "the pattern of locations is heavily influenced by local geography and would obviously be different for a land-locked county dominated by urban industrial landscapes." (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2781717/).

But what is the point if it takes place in a mall or department store?? And what if the mall was not too-high enough for them to stop their life in a second, I mean, what if they only got hurt or permanently truncated but they still alive after that (their life even worse since then), instead of death.

Let's assuming: WERE THEY TRYING TO GET ATTENTION FROM PUBLIC FOR COMMIT SUICIDE?? EVEN AFTER THEY DEAD??

From the perspective of the witnesses, suicide remains, and will always remain the single most selfish act ever. so IF these people decide that's what they want to do WHY oh WHY do they have to do it publicly. It could cause a shock, and the worst is a traumatic for the witnesses.

And again, just like I mentioned in the very beginning, isn't it bad enough that they're ruining their family's lives with they're utter selfishness?

p.s. this is only my opinion from my personal perspective. you may agree or disagree. peace.

*Love & Respect*

Jessica

Who bites harder?

When it comes the time, friends bite you harder than enemies.

Yes annoyingly admit it, they are..haha

But doesn't mean you'd better to have more enemies than friends, right?

Sounds sentimental, but you have put something in your RIGHT heart when you admit someone as your friend.

Sounds creepiest and most sentimental, but I can't handle more 'losing-friend'.

Or is there something like "You're fated to have no friend in this world"?

I don't know... but I guess I am too pussy to mend a broken heart.

Without I realized it, have been through a lot..

I think that is why I have a virtual shell that wall me to make friend, deeper.

Like it is better for them not to know me well,

Like it is better for them to judge me all they want,

Like it is better for them to ignore me,

Just because I can't do good either for them.

Noone really know. I don't know about others too.. and I don't want to be a person that thinks "I KNOW U, I KNOW EVERYTHING"

Cos I might don't..

Okay stop at this point. Cos life shouldn't be TOO serious. because SERIOUS IS STILL EXIST.

Jess

Music is Life Goes On...

Lady Gaga taught me it's okay to be different..

Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Bob Marley taught me to live my life in peace.

Music taught me how to live.

Full Credit of: @marcinmrowca

Thank you.

Not to be Remembered, Yet Not to be Forgotten

Doesn't mean to make Jwalkerz back to those "dark" moments, this is only the other way to appreciate what had our CEO had gone through, how we always support him no matter what, and of course how we really love him as a person and a performer...

And I personally agree to what the writer of this blog had posted.

PEACE *L&R*

Check this out:

http://www.alivenotdead.com/elavndrc/KPOP-Controvery-2PM-Jay-Park--profile-765352.html

Also a flash back of the MOST SINCERE APOLOGIZE I have ever read; as a tribute for our lovely dude....:

Hello everyone, I’m 2PM’s Park Jaebum. I would like to apologize for the words I typed on myspace a few years ago. Sorry. I would like to explain my feelings then and apologize for them.

I returned to Korea in Jan 2005 when I was a high school student. Being born and bred in America, I had hardly any understanding of Korea, and when I first came to Korea, I couldn’t speak the language, couldn’t adapt to the food, and didn’t know and didn’t understand Korean culture.

My family was all in America and when I came to Korea it seemed like everyone was being cold to me. I had no idea when I would debut and I was really lonely. It was a really difficult and lonely period for me due to various reasons. I missed home, felt like giving up and wanted to go back to my family in America.

I posted such things because I really hated how I was living then and got really worked up. I was really young then and didn’t express myself well. I was young, didn’t have enough sense and because it was a difficult period, and I made these mistakes due to the situations I was facing at that point in time.

And as time passed I forgot that I had ever posted such things. Looking back, I’m really sorry and embarrassed for writing such things. I have since adapted to Korea and completely changed my mind set. I’m thankful for all everything I went through so that I could perform on stage. I posted those words 4 years ago and I have completely changed since then.

To my family, Hottest and our 2PM members, I’m really sorry to everyone as well as everyone who loves 2PM.”

a little of Magnum Force experience

More or less a year ago..

Had fun together at Dunia Fantasi Jakarta one day before the tournament, half day before rehearsal :)

Spent tremendous fun times together, eventhou' it was really a very short time..

took picture with the Dufan mascots ^^

the girls squad :)

Queuing for the roller coaster XD

after rehearsal, late night at Urban Kitchen eX

thanks for the pin ;)

Finally, the 1st winner!!! <3

Hope to meet you all again someday ~~ :)

xoxo,

Jess

Stunningly HAWT!!

done beautifying my blog and as my wish, it's becoming sooooooo stunningly HAWTSOME!!

how I really LOVE SUNSET!!!

xx,

Jess

SHOPaHOLIC therapy

I am officially on my shopaholic therapy now..

I have experienced some bad asses and would like to kickin my own ass. LOL

Not trying to be a preacher like I know everything, but what I am saying here about this, is based on my own experience.

For all the shopping-addicts, do you feel like you have to make a list of your "most-to-buy" things, but when you are arrived at the stores, you just want to buy everything blings to your eyes?

then you feel itchy to scratch your credit cards?

I DID!!

At that time, I was sure that I counted it right, "If I used the credit card for this amount, I still could pay for the next month bill. So it's still okay for me to purchase this thing.."

Now I got the effects. It feels TERRIBLE!!!

Lost the appetite, moreover in my case, I am totally alone and could not depend on my own family...

But thank GOD, He always gives me the way, the chance, and gives me the sign to have a reflection and disappointed-feeling-of-myself before it's TOO LATE.

Not going to let this happen again..

Je$$ie

Jessica Lee on LOOKBOOK.nu

Jessica Lee on LOOKBOOK.nu: "Become a fan and "hype" Jessica&apos;s looks on LOOKBOOK.nu."

one thing.

and to be honest.......,

I don't like being a secretary!!



these circumstances really killed my own dreams.


I live in their dreams..

I am afraid...

If someone said: "choose the work you like then you will never feel like working each and every day in your life, cos you do what you like.."

For me, the truth is: "choose the work you like then you will never feel like working each and every day in you life, cos you would never get that kind of works..."

silly though, but for me, THAT IS.

Most of the jobs that I like are the jobs that need expensive educational background first before I entitled to enroll it.
Or, most of the jobs that I like, are the jobs that could not give me such an enough skrilla that I need.

I live my OWN life. When I say it, it means really own it.
I am responsible of my own life (life means all the living who needs cost in this cursed-town called Jakarta)

More than that, I am also responsible for other people lifes (here means my sister, and maybe my mother, and all of my relatives)
They are hoping too much from me.
That makes me having such a heavy responsibility.

The thing is not that I don't want to.
But I'm too afraid that I could not achieve it.

I have no self-confidence that I'm gonna be someone who could earn "happiness" for them.
For the people I love..

I am afraid...



Jess.

Hold the tears...

I miss you!
Mom..

Seriously G why don't U stop teasing me?

That is what has been coming in my mind since 20 minutes ago 'til now.
I hope it wouldn't last long. But I'm afraid it's gonna be so.

Here it came again another job vacancy for me..
This time was from an ex-officer from my college.
He YMed me and I found that he finally out from his burden (my college)
I called it burden cos I know he's way too smart to be an IT officer only who got paid less only too.
So I bet, in his new place he got more which suitable with his ability.

He offered me a secretarial/admin job.
What make it interesting are:

1. The boss is a Singaporean. The big boss is an American. (I always fond of to be in multinational company)
2. The remuneration will be around 5 - 6 mio. More than what I get from my current employer. Even, if I could have certain negotiation skill, it's possible to get more than that. He even described that someone-like-me just got 12 mio. The jobs are only following up reports, partnership, and some other things.

Oh God...
The problem is, I refuse the offer just because, I'm still new at my office. 3 months.
I am afraid this is gonna be wrong decision that I made.
I am afraid....

Oh God...
Please give me sign..
Please...


...Jess who needs guidance...

Have you ever feel............?

Have you ever feel, like everything you did was not good enough and you always want to make it better and better?

not only for yourself, but also for everyone around you...

Have you ever feel, all that you did was trying hard to do something closely to its perfectness?

til you never realized that you were doing great until someone told you so...

Have you ever feel, like you gave them a big grin to show them that you are thankful for what they said, without sounding arrogant?

Have you ever feel, that you are thankful because some other people around you saying "You are really inspiring me.."

and you would response, "Wow thank you, I've never thought that I could be useful for anybody before. But if so, that's great. I'm happy to hear that I can be a good motivator for others..."

Then all you feel were so great...so positive.

You have a great relationship with almost everyone around you....

They got you no wrong.

But....

then...THAT moment should come into you..

The moment when you are standing in a wrong boat, accidentally..

The moment when you could not fight for yourself, because people will think you are just looking for some other to be blamed when you do that..

The moment when you should feel "This is plainly UNFAIR."

"This should not be happened to me, I'm always doing good, why?"

But you were not even did that cause you were too afraid to get bad karma cause of complaining.

The moment when you should get emotional and take revenge to everyone who took part in getting you down, but you did not do that, not even an emotion..

The moment when you felt, everything is moving forward faster; too fast, not even you're ready.

When your world all sudden turned the opposite way it should..

When everyone judged you, all pointed at you as the criminal; with no dignity..

When they interrogated you, pushing you to admit that you are all wrong while they are the goddess..

When you wanted so bad these all to be over soon, like in one click.

When you should tell how bitch they are, but you were trying so hard to lock those words coming out..

When you felt like you did not have your chin up anymore.. you ashamed to the people who proud of you, cause this NEW 'LABEL' became worst.

You feel like made them disappointed..

But at the same time, you felt thankful cause they still support you no matter what had just happened.

And said that, "This is not your fault. It's theirs. They're just too pussy to admit that. While you're the brave one to accept what they did to you.."

And for those words, you felt warm, but also cold.

Warm because you know they still trust you as what you were before it happened..
Cold because you feel like blaming yourself for what happened, you made them in trouble, but they still didn't change the way they think about you..

But then you realized,

all of these patience are worth it. priceless.

Now you can say it out loud, that you believe God never leave the weakness..

as long as you keep in faith, keep trying, never stop encouraging yourself, and never complaining..

and personally in myself, as long as you believe that Karma really REALLY exists...

Even you got the bonus!

A plan that just came up in your mind from nowhere, and you just called it as "a sweet revenge" ;)

while I personally called it as their-ass-bad-karma-for-making-me-into-this 

Those things happened in the right times (at the end)

You just learned that you got the brightest new beginning of your page of life..

Love,

Jess

We Dance On by N-Dubz ft. Bodyrox (cos this song scarily expresses what I feel, what I do, what I hope....)

Watch me while I stand here
Watch my feet, my stance, my body language
I’m not someone to be messed with
I’m a fox on a mission
You know you’re challenging the best here

It’s gonna be real hard
But I’m gonna be okay
As long as I try real hard
I’m always gonna find my way
I’ma find my way

Let me tell 'em
Ima stand up like a soldier
Ima get them ‘til it’s over
I’ll keep marching to the beat
‘til there’s bruises on my feet
Now I’m falling to my knees

‘Cause I’m gonna take this all the way
It’s now or never
I’ll break what’s in my way
I'ma stand up like a soldier
Tonight I’m gonna take over

Chorus:`Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright
Now you’re standing here right by my side
And we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Everything’s gonna be okay
The streets will lighten up our way
So we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Not in a million years
Did I think my feet would bring me this far
So much frustration, sleepless nights
Now that I’m in charge
At first no one gave me the time of day
Now I’m left on my own to show the way
My sisters, brothers from other mothers
Can we take this all the way

Could of kicked us to the curb
These days are so hard to get heard
We gonna stand up like a soldier
Take everything we deserve (trust)
At first everyone was cautious
When we brought in something new
But after weeks of practicing
We knew exactly what to do

I’ma stand up like a soldier
I’ma get them ‘til it’s over
I’ll keep marching to the beat
‘til there’s bruises on my feet
Now I’m falling to my knees

‘Cause I’m gonna take this all the way
It’s now or never
I’ll break what’s in my way
I'ma stand up like a soldier
Tonight I’m gonna take over

Chorus:‘Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright
Now you’re standing here right by my side
And we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Everything’s gonna be okay
The streets will lighten up our way
So we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

‘Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright
Now you’re standing here right by my side
And we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Everything’s gonna be okay
The streets will lighten up our way
So we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Midnight Wish: I need to get some more skrilla

'cos all they really want is money in their pocket, cash in their hands, and skrilla in their wallet.....

*a little changes I make from Cash in My Pocket song XP

:'(  

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"Crap! Even with this job, I need mo' skrilla!!"

Those thought has always been popping up in almost everyone's mind, I bet..

cos so many times I think about that too..

Is that not right? How we can claim something right or wrong?

Other people might think that we are so rapacious that some amount of money never enough for us..
But so what if we do things right in making those money?
At least that means we still have more courage than others to earn more money...
Means we always want to make a move..


That's from my point of view....objectively.

 Subjectively?
well I'm not feeling to put all my subjective hearts here..
I'm afraid that will bring all bad things that may arise :P


enjoy with your own ideas...

 

I'm happy for myself. But it seems like so wrong. It always like this.

I am an egoistic when I feel happy for myself.

Cos I should make them happy. It's only my responsibility.

Should sacrifice my life. It always goes like that.

Cos they said I made to be like this, to be their money maker... - c'est ma vie

Tweets some minutes before 12:00 a.m. of 21 August 2010

Aunt Sue just PING!!!ed me for asking the best way to say a happy bday for his son going 19th..

And she asked me why I haven't gone sleep yet. She was thinking I'm still playing around outside at this hour (doh you don't believe your own niece..)

When I said I'm still playing on my laptop nicely in my room, she asked me to make her an e-mail address for her facebook account LOL.

She said "I need to get in touch with all of my old buddies.."
Oh well, okay auntie.. XD

why I have to meet a small minded ppl like her?

Stop telling me that "Jessica should be a name to be claimed by a C or C believer only". That shows yourself how small your mind is!!

Since when everyone's name has something to do with what religion he/ she is? I mean yeah some of the names are picked based on santa/nabi names.

But "Jessica" is not a santa/nabi name right? So it's fine. Seriously why you make it big deal? Correct me if I'm wrong & I'll apologize..

I know this must be a sensitive case. You start it first. Shame.. Shame..

I'm a peace lover and open minded person. So, I'm really sorry for anyone who read this.
I just couldn't understand why in this modern world there are still people like her?
She didn't even realize that what she said to me, it could confront herself..
This is a sensitive and dangerous case.

I just hate the person's way of thinking.. I'm not hating the person or the other things..


with love,
Jess

My Today's Tweet (summarized) XD

last night I challenged myself to walk through another new alternative to go to my place. kinda stupid with my disorientation-'skill'
I was freakin'out cos I felt like walking round n round with no ending. 'til I spilled a prayer (haha) then "tadaa" place that I knew!

this morning? I'm late again.. )): my drinking glass suddenly and strangely broke into pieces. hope it wasnot a bad sign!! amen.
I got texted my mom checking everything's alright tho.. yea hope evrything's alright..

@ikkkaaa heyyy big sista!! this fact is another way to say a Happy Birthday for ya! LOL @Sexstrology: Leo will give 110% in bed. Believe it.

hmmm.. RT @Sexstrology: Cancer needs a romantic partner who accepts their moodiness

@RirinKeciLs eh you're a Virgo right Ms? hehehe. this is for u. @Sexstrology: Virgo is a very caring sex partner.

@dearmaria25 keep in faith dear.. it's not wise to be like that. well maybe all things seem sucks for you, but trust me. just keep in faith.

@dearmaria25 nvr complaint to God.well mayb,u'renot enough want it yet.keep it up..or mayb,sumthing better than u're expected r waiting :))

Cos Cancer is the one who is unstable. LOL @Sexstrology: Cancer needs a stable partner they can hold on to

My big bosses are out of town for business 'til Tuesday. Marketing team said: "hari-hari ini harinya Tuhan..." LOL funny.

I tweet a lot this morning XD

Can't help LOL.Stil early morning.Should signing out RT Intense orgasms&experiences is the key for the Water Signs of Pisces,Cancer,Scorpio

Sexstrology Aries Cancer Libra and Capricorn can sense love and they choose to start it or deny it.

Killers was satisfied us, right @wididealism ? hihihi.. enough sweet moments, enough great smiles, enough hot muscles XD

seriously, once she reply my e-mail, I will join the BOS becoming one of the volunteers to save orangutans. I really want to ((:
hope she'll reply me soon.
*fingercross*

the good news is hell has an expiration date :D

@aplusk just watched your Killers movie. Hot and Punkd as usual XD

@orangutans hi there Michelle. thank you for following me. I followed you back.. I have strong interest in doing these volunteering things.

"It requires wisdom to understand wisdom: the music is nothing if the audience is deaf" -- Walter LippMann

another lucky chance??

most of my college friends are starting to continue their formal study to bachelor degree...
how i really wish that was also happened to me..

someday i hope.. but not too soon, unfortunately..

I want further study so badly :((

Well, I do sincerely glad to hear some of my friends who started their study this soon :))

new office

I live..
and try to be good. better. best.

good and bad; I'll pass them through..

Cheers,
Jess

tik tok..

it's ticking.

we can say, I'm counting..

Here is a little some-some from God of Island, God of Sunny Days

here is a little some-some from God of Island.. God of Sunny Days..

Bali...

Just to record the moments..


Love,

Jess

Watch how fast life is moving...

I really experienced how fast life is moving.. my own life!

Human makes a very well plan for his/her life, but in the end it's up to God where to take our lives to..

It's funny to ride roller coaster more over with so many people around you.
So do I feel FUN to ride the roller-coaster-of-my-life with so many people around..
People who sincerely support you, understand you, piss you off, do not care about you..
They're all MIXED.

and it really happened, how your life is becoming like a movie.
It can be fast-forwarded!!

there's only so little time to make up your feelings, cos time really flies~*

However, being grateful is the rightest thing to do after all.
Grateful cos you are still be-someone who you really are,
Grateful cos these all worthwhile,
Grateful cos you really see clearly people that love you and you loved,
Grateful cos you are not alone (even when you're alone, you won't feel lonely),
Grateful cos you become more experienced and shielded,

Grateful cos this is still your own life.
You gotta choose!!

choose where to bring your life to..

you are the author of your own book,
it is up to you where you want to take every page of your book to..

So be grateful!!


xoxo,
Jess

catch up needed

really need times to manage the blog.
but it seems there is no even second :((

will update soon. I promise like soon!!
too many things to be posted.
I can't wait!

cheerios,
Jess
xx

Thursday, 8 April 2010

###Parental Advisory###
#in need of high undestanding#

These bunch of women..really make me sick!!! They CAN talk bout anything. When I say anything, it means all craps that made themselves look STUPID!!!!

Sorry for the rude words.. They really forced me to say something about them. Yucks!

Gue bukan penjilat. Gue bukan LO!!!!! *and I'm proud of it.

The ppl and the discussion of the group are TOTALLY the opposites of its name; "Jakarta Professional". Yearight, lick it bitches!

Apologise should there is another group named Jkt Professional out there.But what I mean in what I mentioned before is the one in my  groups..


**FIN**

Jess

Hoping..

Too much hoping..

If you are not ready to fall more,

Then don't.
Do not hope more. Or for more.


Moreover if you involve others into what you hope.

Please don't..
Or hurts that you will get..


*real talk. fact. happen to me.

Well you don't have to follow this.

It's just a silly experience tho..

april fool fooled everyone~*

10.04.01

April 1st..

tomorrow is a public holiday, so this Thursday is the last working day for all of us in Indonesia. unless every Saturday you're working too.

two of my superiors are on leave today. guess they would like to make their holidays longer.. ^^

left only one of our bosses.
it just came up in our mind to get her fooled (we would do it even it's not April Fool tho.. LOL)

Overall, it had been succeed, ppl!!


xo, Jess

Mr. S's getting in style day by day!

This is funny.
and interesting..

March 2009 was the time when I started my internship program..
This program was aimed to complete my last semester in college.

Time gone by..

I finished my internship on June 2009, but directly (thank God) got hired on July 2009.
Which means there was no break at that time.

Around the end of 2009, one of the things that I have learned was one of my bosses (my only male boss) is so OUT-OF-STYLE! ^^

He kept everything in "safe-mode", conservative way.. which is okay..

I kept casually talk about our interests. Seems like he got surprised with so many things I said.
For example; he knows nothing about Pajamas Party (he said it was because he does not have a daughter ^^), and else..

I kept giving him advise (more about simple fashion thingy) like; when we were going to celebrate Eco-Valentine at office, the dress code should be in Valentine's colors. Then he said, "What color should I wear? I don't think I could match with pink.."

Well I said to him, "Sir, you are allowed to wear pink as long as you allow yourself. Well, a very soft pink would be perfect. Pastel colors!"

Maybe at that time it seems didn't work out.
But TODAYYYYYYYYY....

My boss looks outstanding! He finally takes more attention to the rules that corporate needs to be stylist too. He suits the best in magenta pink shirt and not to forget the same gradation tie XD.

I said to him: "I like the way you mix your shirt and tie colors today. They look nice!" ^^

He thanked me. A simple thank. But that was heavy. I know that. I can feel it.

Once again, my side-job as a fashion-advisor is being appreciated XP


fashiontwistas,
Jess

10.03.31

10.03.31....

The day is finally here, folks!

one step at a time..

Starts with a small word.. a short sentence..

This is the new beginning.

Yes I am sure. I am going to do what I want.

A blogger is such one of my like-to-do's.

My personal hopes, this will bring happiness for the people I love.. and for everyone who love..


xoxo,
Jess